i went to new york and all i got was this lousy note pad which was actually nice to walk around with and sit and just look at things and draw upon. it's amazing how little i do this in my every day life and how calm and peaceful it makes me feel. sometimes i am an idiot and i don't take care of myself. let this be a lesson to you (self). also, new york: take a break. just chill out for 5 seconds. sheesh.